My last post........

Dah lama tak tulis dalam blog ni. Jus rajin baca blog orang jer. Rasanya macam malas nak tulis blog lagi coz just hobi baca blog rupanya or mb I want to create another blog yang lebih power heheheheh....Oklah..harap dimaafkan segala2nya.....Bye..bye....Zurayani_81.Apapun everything happen for a good reason...

€€€ Comfortable situation ~~~~

In our daily lives, we always pray that we are facing this situation rite..I also expecting for his moment in my daily life.Tapi adakah ko akan sentiasa berada dalam keadaan 'selesa' and 'comfort'. The answer is NO!!!!Sometimes this day comfortable for you but not might be for others. This also goes to your feeling. Kau rasa 'comfortable' with someone but maybe the other's not feeling the same as yours. Ask yourself..is it someone your comfortable with will always make you in comfortable situation.And is it someone yang ko rasa tak comfortable akan buat ko rasa 'comfort' at the end. Itulah persoalan yang aku sendiri tak boleh jawab. I'm not talking about lovers but also in friendship.

Yesterday, I felt that someone that I am comfortable with really not understand me. How could she said that seems like " Are you really sick? ".Of course I am sick. As my frenz and office mate she suppose to understand me and help me yesterday rather than throw away a such of stupid statement that make me feel frustrated. I thought that I make a decision that make others 'comfortable' by came to school and pass that stupid and important letter before 8 am and at the end of the day people keep talking bad about me. So, sorry for that making all of you in 'chaos' situation when all of you expecting 'comfortable' situation....

Tensen n Geram..

Hari ni perasaan aku berbolak balik.Macam2 aku fikir sebelum pergi sekolah hari ini. Aku kena jadi guru bertugas means I became MC. But so far oklah..i did it so..so..But apa yang penting macamana aku nak deal ngan Syamim. Geram sebenarnya mengenangkan kata-kata ayah dia.." Cuba cikgu bayangkan kalau cikgu ada anak nanti.Apa perasaan cikgu kalau orang buat anak cikgu" ...Sometimes this phrase macam buat orang akan "Buat lah apa kamu nak. Cikgu tak boleh tegur.Nanti takut anak cikgu buat.." So, kalau macam tu camne seseorang nak tegur. Nak cakap atau segalanya. Kadang2 benda tu macam nonsense. Kalau dah anak kita jahat sebagai seorang guru ada hak nak tegur. Aku dah tengok kesan aku cubit..YUP..that my fault I admit that salah aku tapi just imagine napa dia jer yang kena coz dia tak dengar kata....N she throw my worksheet dalam longkang. Tak tahulah sapa yang boleh tahan if anak murid dia buat macam tu n tindakan refleks aku cubit dia. Kalau ikut cikgu lain just 'ignore' dia. Selamatkan diri. So, aku rasa better aku selamatkan diri aku. Aku pun tak nak jentik dia lagi. Satu pengajaran untuk aku even aku tak puas hati. Aku pun bukan malaikat tp takperlah. As long as this things not drag further I will try to be patience.

Betullah, aku kadang2 jadi benci betul dengan ayat." Cuba bayangkan kalau ko ada anak". "Ko tak tahu ko tak kahwin lagi" n so on.Ayat2 macam ni rasa macam satu sumpahan n buatkan ko malas nak berkata2. Lepas ni ikut korang lah ( sesapa yg berkenaan) nak buat apa-apa coz aku takut terkena sumpahan korang. But apapun aku akan try to do the best for my future n hope anak2 aku tak jadi anak2 korang coz bila aku tegur aku tegur tanpa ada rasa benci tapi bila kata2 sumpahan korang aku teringat2 aku dah mula ada rasa benci dalam hati aku.Renung2 kanlah

Touching....

Lately aku memang tak tidur petang. Satu perubahan yang bagus he..he..So, ari ni balik sekolah ingat nak lambat sikit tp macam malas nak stay. Takder mood nak buat kerja lebih masa. Ingat nak diet tapi macam rasa nak demam so tangguh lah diet ni. Makan nasi k.su bagi ( Thanks k.su). Lepas tu tgk TV sehati sejiwa. Mana ada aku layan TV1. Tgk2 jer Hamid Gurkha n wife. Ingat nak tutup dah. Tp bagus aku dengar pengalaman dia berjumpa ngan wife dia. Dia kenal wife dia 3hari jer. Then, hari ke-2 jumpa ke-3 masuk meminang. Ish...Zaman sekarang boleh buat cam2 lagi ker. Bahagia tak pernah gaduh pun n merajuk. Macam tak percaya tp itulah org kata resepi umah tangga kan.Takdernya nak bersayang berdarling OI..Oi jer..tp zaman sekarang org lebih respectful to each other but why the relationship sometimes ended easily.Mb Qada and Qadar...But the touching part is when he shared the tips how the children listen to mothers...Suap anak sorang2 bergilir2.Wife dia kata itu turun temurun but the reason nak jimat takut anak-anak makan tak habis huhuhu...Make Misha cry n aku pun tangkap leleh gak. Betul..sekarang jarang tgk emak suap anak sendiri. Itu yang anak jd kurang respect tu.
But 1 thing I had learned is tak payah nak kenal satu sama lain lama2 sangat. Once masing2 dah ada responsibility, partner have to play their part. So, lepas ni tak nak rasa main tarik tali dah. Once I feel comfortable with him and If he sincere so GRAB jerlah:p...Tak yah nak dok fikir2 lagi. Just do your part as best as you can then BERSERAH pada ALLAH...